Bounty. I felt that Bounty was a very sensitive and strong willed mare but I did feel a connection with her and I decided to buy her - something told me my "wise girl" was in there somewhere, she just needed some help.
After she arrived at our yard it became clear that Bounty had been suffering from all these feelings for quite a while. She showed physical symptoms (headaches, hayfever like symptoms of her respiratory system, indigestion, dysmenorrhoea, sore shoulders and a sore hip) as well as mental restlessness and unpredictable reactions in various situations. She clearly indicated that she wasn't interested in participating in any of our daily activites...she just wanted to be left alone. I had to find out more about her past to find out where all this was coming from and why she was suffering. Our journey into the unknown began...
With the help of 2 animal communicators and healers - Emma Greenwood and Faye Stacey, the story began to unfold. From quite an early stage we managed to realise that Bounty's incredible sadness was bereavement - relating to the death of her mother. Connecting Bounty with the spirit horse of her mother did comfort her for a while and she could begin to cope with things in life.
One morning, however, I brought the horses in and Bounty was extremely agitated. Something had happened in the field that night and although whatever happened was not terrible, it had stirred up a lot of emotion in Bounty. She was trying to bite and threatening to kick and was being very intimidating to anyone who came near her. It was obvious the emotions from the past had come to the surface. I asked for an animal communication session with Faye and through this, Bounty finally revealed the past that haunted her. She had witnessed the sudden and accidental death of her mother years ago. Throughout the whole accident she was absolutely helpless - unable to understand what was happening and how to help her mother. It was so distressing to her that the humans who were supposed to help her mum actually killed her. Ever since then she put her life on hold. She loved her mum more than anything in the world and all that was taken away from her.
She never grieved for her mother and she felt she could never share that love, understanding and care again with anyone else. Bounty feared that if she moved on in her life, she would lose all the valuable and sweet memories of her mother and what happened.
Immediately after the communication the kicking, biting and intimidating behaviour stopped completely. Bounty started to show glimpses of her true nature. She became understanding and loving in situations where previously she would have only responded in a grumpy and agitated way. There would still be the odd moments where she would revert back to her old habits of refusal and rejection but they were minimal compared to before.
The communication revealed how Bounty's grief was so incredibly deep so I decided to ask for the help of Tina Blankenship who is qualified at a spiritual level. The results from this matched so well with the communication (without Bounty's story being told). I learnt that it was important to tell Bounty everyday that she is loved, safe and will not be put to death - this was so effective. Within a couple of weeks Bounty no longer refused to do things, she had a beautiful gaze with wide open eyes (rather than the half closed eyes before) and she was full of eagerness and inquisitiveness. She finally wanted to be part of the family. She wants to take responsibility for things - she absolutely adores the lambs and helps the ewes look after them - it reminds her how important the relationship is for a mother and her offspring and she can enjoy that.
The change in Bounty is just magical - now you could describe her as loving, warm, understanding, forgiving and patient. Our wise girl was there all along - we just had to take the journey into the unknown to find her."